Word of God

One of my first posts was about words and their value. I know from experience that some words have unquestionable value, for some reason we take them throughout our lives, at least for a reasonable amount of time, as an absolute truth. It's hard to say exactly how it works, but:

it may be a sentence that somehow makes sense to us in a very special way, that sentence is stored in our "cache" (a kind of memory that is always available), and we fetch it when it seems necessary, sometimes unconsciously, allowing or not allowing us to do things...

it may be an event that causes a some kind of reaction, the effect is used in the same way as that special sentence...

I think this may also happen unwillingly and unconsciously... I feel it because there are many things I'd like to do but I can't and I don't know and don't understand why, but I’m stopped... like dominated by a superior power... the will of God... but I know it's just another consequence of being a machina.